Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Got my 'O' level results yesterday. Wasnt good, at all. L1R5= 22, L1R4= 17.
Lols regretted that i didnt study for my 'O's... Alot of problems contributed to me not studying...
Hey, i know i've got to study, but i didnt. That's why im regretting... Sometimes, its better to come out and experience the world and working life, then one will mature more... ---> it sounds better in chinese =.=
Then my father started to kp me. Called me on the phone and kpkb like crazy, of course i dont have to listen to it all, i just put my hp in my pocket and went back to work. 5 minutes later he's still screaming to himself.
Come on la, its my life. Why do u freaking care? Wait, care is a wrong word. You FUCKING CONTROL FREAK. Come la, wujilai. Dont jiaowei with me. You want come then u come. Im not afraid of death, are you. Even if i die, i will pull u along.
Yea, but i also want out. Singapore's law sucks man, if your father kicks you outta the house, and you dont want to go back when HE wants you back, the court rules that YOUR at fault, cuz your underage and still under "parental control". Wtf, screw it. I want to leave, and i'll half study, half work to do that.
Right now considering going to poly or taking as private candidate. Seriously, i dont mind taking as private. Without him i confirm can study de. Its only the money thats a problem.
IM ALWAYS ALONE IN THIS WORLD, ITS ME AGAINST THE WORLD, AND IM PUTTING UP A LOST FIGHT.
LIFE SUCKS, WHY AM I STILL HERE..?