Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Went for set up today...
Yeps, set up at taka square. Tiring sia.... Had to organise the apparels in size, put them on the wagon, but the extras below the wagon, clunt stock, and write "2 for" on the price tags. WTF. Should be done BEFORE the price tags are passed to the office la.
Zzz
Went to centrepoint during my break to meet adeline for lunch. Apparently she also planned to have lunch with joel, LOLS! If i had known i would've met up with him first. Haha.
Ate in Cine in some jap restaurant thats more like fast food, but serves bentos and such.
Went to visit erjie at SGH after work.
Oh yea, i forgot to say..
She's pregnant! Omg!!! Wow! Congratulations!!!
Heehe.
But she went for an operation cuz her mang chang fa yan. Dont know how 2 translate that. -.-
Erjie looks weak and in pain lor. Haix..
Really hope she gets well soon! And please dont let anything happen to her health..
Monday, March 30, 2009
Hah, finally finished work at robinsons @ expo...
Well now i deserve a rest.
Heya Ade, of your reading this, i just wanna let you know that your friends care alot about you, so dont let yourself be too sad, eh. I dont mean that you should forget the memories, but should treasure it and move on.
It already is hard to control your feelings when one is devastated, and its even more difficult when you try to put on a mask when your heartbroken.
Dont do that, eh. You will only hurt yourself more.
Really hope you will get better soon.
Went to the saloon to get my haircut today.
And wtf my specs just broke when i took it out. =.=
Crispy specs.......
Got my fair cut, the auntie helped my style a little, and help me tape my specs a little. Hey, cant blame me, i have a movie to catch. But i only wore it during the movie la.
But still, i feel so blind...
Met Charmaine to catch a movie. Yep, planned to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic with her cuz i know she would want to watch it.
Yea, the movie was so-so lah. Lols. But the main point was to meet up with her and have a chat. Haha, quite enjoyable, as always. Like what we told each other, we wont think about relationships now, what matters most are those whom we hold dear and treasure, our friends.
Looks forward to meeting her again. Hehe.
Take care, best friend! Lols xD
Went lewis's house for awhile to slack, before going back to the spectacle shop to get a new pair of specs, and wth i got a new working pair in like 10 minutes...?!
WOW~
Sweeeeet! The ubncle very nice la, i dont have enough cash to pay he say never mind and let me go out to draw money. Not scared i wear the specs and just leave meh? But, haha, im not that kind of person...
Yep, my new specs costs $90...........
Need to get more sleep, am working tomorrow to help in the set-up... =P
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Watched She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan till approximately 6am just now.
Finished 28 episodes le. xD
Suddenly, i realise how inadequete, how unsuitable i am to live in this world...
In this world, there is so much hypocrisy, so much deception, so much competition, so much unlovingness. In this world, there is no loyalty, no faithfulness, no love.
This is how i am not suited to live in this world.
How i put great importance on loyalty, on friendships, on love. How i am prepared to sacrifice everything for the ones i cherish.
How unimportant this is in this world.
How i think i rather be living in the past, where amongst deception and backstabbings there is still some, if not none, significance in friendship, brotherhood, loyalty, love. How these can actually mean something when it does not count as anything in the world im living in.
Yea, people say in tian zhen, im naive. How silly i am to give up so much for just a friend. How people in this world will not thank you for your help but turn back to take advantage.
How i am lost, in the midst of all the deceptions and hypocrisy.
Lost, and alone.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Finally got a DVD player!
Yay!
Got the Legend of the Condor Heroes, she diao ying xiong zhuan! The newest one, with hu-ge and Lin Yichen (Yayayayayay!!!) as lead characters!
Love the show!
Bia-ed the forst CD, which is 7 episodes, last night. Or this morning actually. Slept at 5am. Zzzzzz
Red Bull to the rescue!
Haha, bought Assaain's Creed from the robinsons @ Expo! $39.90!
Went to Funan after work, morning shift, and bought an earphone for about $17!
And went to Isetan Scotts to collect my G2000 Black Label business pants! Wieeeeeeee.
Went taka to visit them, foing out that annie was transfered to Isetan Scotts. Wth, didnt see her there. Woalao. Chatted before going home! xD
Monday, March 23, 2009
Haha, saw Sarah again yeasterday. She;s not working at the shoe brand le, cuz she found another job as a music teacher. But she was at expo again cuz she was there to relieve someone going for lunch for awhile only. Lols, managed to chat with her for a little while. xD
Ah Fa was also there to shop, the Goldlion shoe promoter who wants to be like Show (Lols). Haha. Yeps, funny guy.
Did about 8k for yesterday! Yippie!
Charmaine came to expo today with her mum and cousin, and apparently Espirit was their obvious shopping haven. Haha, didnt get to talk to her much cuz customers come at the wrong time, and she wanted to shop and also eat.
Felt like there were some things i want to talk to her about, but i just cant seem to remember what. But anyways, i dont think i will tell her anyway even if i can remember. DOnt know why.
Weird.
Also saw weichi there. Wtf saw so many people, ahaha. He was there waiting for a friend and also shop lor.
Haix, tired tired tired.
Have to go collect my $99 Black Label pants and buy a pair of earphones, since im working morning tomorrow.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Im really sorry. Let me take back what i said in my last post.
Dont go Expo unless you really have somethings you really want to buy.
Yep, thats my advice. I mean, the adidas fair was wwaaaayyyy below what i thought it would be. What they sell are all old stocks, and the only thing worth buying may only be the shoes.
Yea, bought a pair for $50.. =.=
And the popular fair's also very la sup. All old stocks too, not really worth going. Haix...
Well, i am so... shagged. Yep, went for lewis's bbq at sembawang, and stayed overnight at his house before going home, showering and chionging to the adidas fair. =.=
IM ZOMBIFIED!!!!!
Seriously, im damn tired. Im like dozing off during the whole train ride, so people will think im a wierdo cuz i keep waking from my dozes and making weird movements, eg. sudden reflex of my leg.
And i missed the stop at Tanah amerah as i dozed off sitting in the train, so when i woke up i found myself at Pasir Ris. =.= wtf sia...
So went to expo, waited freaking long for the darn fair to start at 11 (i was there at 9.30?!?!?!). Got my shoes, chionged a can of Red Bull and went to work.
WANT TO SLEEP~~~~...
TIRED~~~
HALF DEAD~~~
Drank another can of Red Bull at night, cuz i was falling asleep. Wth i chionged 2 cans of it in a day. O.o
Zzz..
Well, at least 2 good things came out of today.
Met Sarah at expo!!!!!!!!!!! WOW!
Been looking out for her these past few days, but didnt see her.
Found out she isnt working at expo.
LOLS?
Yea, marcus is right, she does look cute and pretty.
No wonder................. HAHA
*snickers*
Then met Dawn when going home, inside the train.
She cut her hair!!!!
Looks alot different but also pretty lei. Haha.
She wore a short green dress and a yellow tube (i think) inside.
Dont say pervert la, but she really look very chio like that mah.
Some more she only go study with her friends leh. O.o
Haha.
Really mah she got a good figure. Im not afraid to say that, cuz wtf i dont mean anything else la!
Yays! xD
Argued with him again, again its a small matter blown big. kpkp, damn sian.
Apparently he's cutting off my allowance and placing me under curfew for 3 months.
Like THAT will actually stop me.
Made up my mind, i dont want his money. Gonna ban gong ban du!
Hope it goes well, else im screwed.
Wait, i already am.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Second day at Robinson @ Expo!
Yeps, amazing. Met Joreen there. Like, wow. Didnt see her for a long time, since when there isnt a versino sounter at taka.
Suprised to see her there, haha.
Saw a few people from phs too. If im not wrong, i saw... Darn i dont know their names. Oh well...
Went to lunch with joreen. Ate at the food court.
Amazing but true
GO EXPO EVERYONE! GOOD SALES AT ROBINSONS!!!
MORE SALES AT POPULAR!!!
ADIDAS FAIR!!!!!!!!!!
MUST GO!!!!!!!
Your an idiot if u see this and not go. LOLS.
But seriously, go asap. The popular and adidas fair ends on sunday, so hurry!!
=D
Oh yea, going to lewis party now, at Sembawang Park, then staying out overnight, and going expo early to go for the adidas fair, then working full.
Omg, i must be mad.
Zombiefied.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
First day at Expo today.
Met Arnold before going to expo cuz i have no idea how 2 get inside from the staff entrance.
So comes the first day of my working full- days. -.-
12 wagons of business pants, about 1'900 pants in total. O.o
Saw a few promoters from Robinson RC, saw adeline, saw kelly.
Didnt see sarah. awww...
But todays's sales was not bad. Of our counting was correct, we sold 203 pieces and earned $4'874. Yeps.
xD
Yay!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Went to amk, the SATA clinic today because a friend was there and she was scared.
Yep, and because its embarrassing, i shall not say in detail the whole story. Its just that she asked me the night before if i could go pei her cuz she was scared, so i went down and meet her. Yeps. Actually was waiting for her call so i can get ready to meet her before she goes to the clinic, but she called me while she was already on the way there, and i decided to go meet her when she told me she failed the test again, and needed to retake it again.
Crazy clinic. =.=
So after we left the clinic, we went to the hawker centre fot breakfast, and i had actually planned to send her home, but ended up going to her house to wait for her to go to Taka together. Yea, im meeting lewis at orchard mah, so i go there first lor. =)
So went taka and chatted with alex, dawn, adeline, erjie, jamie and the malaysian goldlion accessorise full-timer whom i dont know her name. aww..
Went to Isetan at Scotts Road and bought a black shirt and black business pants... For $148. O.o
Shirt: 14 1/2---> $49
Pants: 29 ---> $99 WTF?!
Yea LOLS, thats so darn ex...
Went Far East and bought 2 tees, $50 for both, and wanted to buy a white short sleeve shirt and found a nice one, but it doesnt have small anymore... T.T
Went to Cine, Hereen and finally taka again, and with sore legs and backs me and lewis went to the foodcourt at taka for dinner.
Went to Mens Wear to bid them all goodbye before proceeding home. Which is about the same time as when they knock off. LOLS.
Byebye Dawn!
Byebye Alex!
Yep, dawn's going back to retake her last year of JC and Alex's going somewhere else to work.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Was at work today when i saw Miss Prudence Lim walk pass my counter.
Yep, cool.
She was talking to her friends, so i guess she didnt notice me looking at her.
Heh, wanted to call her, but on second thoughts, i think i better now. I mean, im a student and literally the worse student who wasnt up to expectations.
Yea, suddenly it all hit me. Im so disgusted...... at myself. It's like suddenly i see myself in the mirror and realise... what a failure i am.
The incident today made me realise how childish, downright childish i am. How i let down my guard. How i let myself fall deeper into the pit i already am in. How insensitive i can be if i dont watch myself. How... i dispise myself.
It all seems to me that im just... a failure, that i never live up to expectations, how im in the total opposite of everyone else, how i am what everyone else doesnt want to be. That when everyone strives to live their life to the fullest, i cant wait to end mine.
How i cant wait to end the pain. end the sorrow, end the hypocrisy. end... everything about me. And im really looking for a little ounce of opportunity to end it all without people looking at me and realise what i've done. To end it with as little desperation as possible.
Sometimes... it looks as if everything turns for the better. How i may actually want to live. How i actually wont pounce at every chance to end.
But come to think of it, is it al just an illusion, that i live in order to die? Why is it that, in truth, everyone is just waiting to die, my thinking is so different from others.
Tsk, how pathetic am i. Im here talking all to myself, just like a fool. I mean, im just blogging for myself to read. A blog is supposed to be shared with others, but somehow i dont want to let others see, or at least not allow everyone to read.
Here i am, literally talking to myself.
Idiot. Disgusting. Pathetic. Loser. Failure.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Omigosh. Omigosh.
OMG~?!
Yay~! My internet's working ( i think, and i hope)! Yes, after so many days, or a few weeks without a proper connection, im finally online sitting on my chair in my room at home! Oh wow! =D
Sweeet, yea!
Oh yea, went back to work today at taka. Lols, the first day of the taka card special promo thingie. xD
Oh, and they said charmaine was there; they saw her went to and leave the toilet. Didnt see her thought, awwww.
And xiangxiang-jie moved to yishun! And she lives at Blk 151, if im not wrong. Nice, its also very near my house. xD
Hehe, gonna use my lappy till the wee hours!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Went to bugis yesterday to buy some clothes. Went to the foodcourt at bugis junction for lunch first, and went to Everlast to buy a pair of Everlast slippers, for about $22.90. xD
Then went to the BHG there to visit erjie. Didnt see her for a long time le, and it feels good to see her and talk to her. Yep. =D Im glad everything's normal, or at least the way she treats me. Will go visit her whenever i pass by there! xD
Also went to bugis street to shop, but its like halk of it is under renovation, and most of the shops that kanna are the ones for men. -.- Rawr.
Got a black shorts for... $23.90, and lewis bought a small sling bag.
Went to lewis's house to slack, then went to seinaung's house to slack with lewis, seinaung, guanru, simon, and weiling. Lols, and and chatted there lor.
I need a new phone, dammit.
Now how many times have i said this...? Hmm...
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Wtf, stupid simon.
Idiot idiot idiot.
Dammit, im wasting my time here. Why am i even here?
Yea, im at Paradix now, all because of that stupid simon, =.=
Apparently he played lan and overshot, so in the end he didnt have enough monet to pay for it. WTF?!
So i went down, all the way from SEMBAWANG. dammit, its like so damn far. In the end, when i got there, he told me his uncle came 10 minutes ago and helped him pay for it.
=.=
Screw you.
Waste my time sia.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Lols, went to Lido today to catch a movie with some friends. Yea, me brother, cassie, simon, kelvin, and valerie were there.
Man, there's soooo many good movies to watch. There's...
Slumdog Millionaire
Watchmen- M18?! Darn i wanna watch~... T.T
Angels and Demons- Coming soon
Terminator- Coming soon
There's so many more i cant remember. LOLS.
Ate Subway before going for the movie. Watched Marley & Me. Actually promised charmaine i would watch it with her, but there's no other movie to watch... Awww.
The movie was actually not too bad, not quite what i expected at all. Its quite nice, and i dont regret watching it. Yep, and the dog's cute too. Haha
But it reminds me... that even in the midst of all the best times...
All good things always come to an end.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
LOLS, planned to meet up with kimberley today to pass her the twilight books for her to read, cuz she said she wants to read it but dont have the books.
Yea, so i went to the void deck i frequent (which i found out was blk 224) to read Eclipse. Yeah, but then it started to rain. Heavily. And the stupid wind's blowing the rain on me, screwing up my reading. Oh well, at least i managed to read about 2/5 of the book in about an hour. xD
Yea, so kim came and we chatted for awhille, before i passed her Twilight and sent her home before going home myself. Haha.
Its really nice to see her again, after so long. Hehe
Yep, at lewis's house now, most probably staying overnight. =D Game on!
Love the twilight series! Cuz its really cool, and nice to read. Interesting, and most importantly, there's werewolves. YEAH
RAWR
