LOLS. What a coincidence.

Went to a quiet void deck today to read a book, to past the time whilst aviodong him.

And guess what, on the way back i saw kimberley. xD

She was waiting for the lift at her void deck, wearing a black dress (?). Found out she just came back from tuition. Haha

She saw me as i walked pass when she got into the lift, and yea we waved at each other as she went up to her floor. =p

What a coincidence.

Dang, although i like the rain, its screwing up my internet. Badly. Zzz


I need to go shopping~...

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

DAMMIT!!!!

Why cant things just ever go my way...? Things never seems to go according to plan, especially to MY plan.

Well, although pack-up was tiring, exhausting and very sweaty (yea), its was still fun as, hey, its been a lon time since i had any physical exhaustion, and that felt good.........


OK, thats not the point. The point is that i didnt manage to give charmaine the present.

WTF!!!!!!!!!

And i hate myself for that. Yea, i dont really like giving belated presents, especially one which i have already planned to give her on that day and didnt manage to get to.

DAMN

I should've met her in the morning and gave it to her.
I should've given it to her during work.
I should've meet up with her for lunch and give it to her although there's many people there.
I should've told her to wait for me while i throw the damn cartons away
I should've just GIVEN IT TO HER.

AND i should'nt have given a damn what the freaking raymond will say.

Dammit, i hate how things never go my way, even a small plan like this gets screwed up pretty badly.

Im pissed already, so dont go around spreading i like charmaine or not, eh.

Yea, i do like her, but not in a bf-gf way. Its just a good friend thing, so dont even think of exaggerating things. Please, dont piss me off even further. I dont know what i'll do next, cuz im pretty much have enough of it, all thanks to raymond's ji siao and whining.

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE!!!

xDxDxD

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Haha, messaged her the whole day today. Happy she's talking to me now, hope that our friendship will last for a long long time this time round. xD

Yep, it sure is nice to finally be able to talk to her. Im so darn relieved. =D

Oh, and yep, she read my blog. LOLS.

HIHI~!

Erm, hope that whatever's making you unhappy will go away quickly, and please dont be sad, eh. Anything can call me, i 25/7 always ready de. xD

Yea, so bu yao ke qi hor! Thats what friends are for!



And wth, i need a new handphone. =.=
My current hp's too "crispy" le, although its a hardy phone i need one that can store more messages, play songs etc...
Awww.

~~Fighting the urge to buy later at taka.~~
-.-

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Aww man... I was just informed 2 days ago that next wednesday's my last day at work.

Darn, and i was under the impression i was working at Goldlion till poly term starts. T.T

And jessica my sales rep asked me if i wanted to work at expo. Im actually alfight with it, but its soooooooo far and my train fare's going to be real ex. Ouch. And im seriously thinking of whether to find another job, preferbly the one selling keyboards at Casio (?) which charmaine "intro-ed" to me.

Oh yea, and i bought charmaine's present already, and told erjie what was it, but i guess she was under the impression i had not buy it yet. Its something from Precious Thots, those figures which have some meanings whatsoever and you can only put it on a stand and look at it. Erjie says its too oldie, and said im better off buying a wallet or something for her. =.= Yea, and it will seem that everytime charmaine takes out her wallet she'll think of me. Man, why is it so difficult for a guy to buy a girl a gift? As a FRIEND, mind you.

And, oh, i cant buy a cake on that day to celebrate her birthday along with ray and erjie and maybe some other people cuz it will melt and not taste so good. =.=

RAWR!

And, omg. She messaged me, suddenly, out of the blue. She's using a new number, so i didnt know who it was. She said:

err. i got something to tell you. lol. know i have been avoiding you since what you said on new year yea? lol, just wanna tell you tha ti wont le. serious! ;D
And she said that she hopes that we can still be best friends.

OMG IS IT REALLY HER?!?!

I was truely speechless and in a lost. Yea, i didnt know what to say, Suddenly everything feels like a dream. For a moment i was lost, dumbfounded, mentally incapable of logical thinking and seriously... blur.

Than it hit me.

And i was hysterical.

MWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Yea, i was damn high la! I mean, are you kidding. I was sooo afraid she was avoiding me, and its not that i lost a chance of being woth her or anything, its that i've lost a good friend.

~~~So High~~~

But then realised that it was an unknown number, and it could be a prank. Yea, im not sure. Im jubilant and afraid at the same time. Its not her handphone, and although she said its her new prepaid line its still too... sudden.

And how would i know if it isnt a prank.

Now i AM confused. Haix. Seriously, it seems too good to be true... Even how much i want it to be true, i really dont wanna be played. Like a fool...

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Yay! Got my pay 2 days ago! Its my salary for Jan! xDxDxD

Haha, got $1.2k++ AFTER CPT! WOOTS!

But then i realised that i used $800 last month. O.o

Wtf dammit, im using money too fast. -.-

I have to stop myself from withdrawing money so many times. Argh<


Haha, there's a fair at talking hall in taka, and goldlion's participationg in it, so i went and helped do the set-up. Haha, it was tiring, and time flew. But it was fun. Yeps, fooled around with erjie while working. Lols.

But in the end, i cant work at the talking hall cuz it'll leave 1 full-time and 2 part-timers on the main floor (level 3). Yea, and the part-time auntie jenny will get scared when dajie leaves, leaving her with charmaine. =.=

SO i have to work back at level 3 while charmaine goes down. Haix, but its ok. Only that jenny keeps nagging. Niam here, niam there. Wth, im so frustrated with her constant nagging.............

Rawr, and i just know that my last day of work's on the 25 of Feb, which is next wednesday, Wth, that was sudden. I was under the impression i could work until poly term reopens...


Oh yea, important note. CHARMAINE'S BIRTHDAY IS NEXT WEDNESDAY, 25 FEBRUARY!!!
Aww... wat should i get for her? Lemme see... Right now my plan's to countdown her birthday for her, with a present which i need to think and get ASAP and maybe some muffins and candles. xD
Oh. and on her birthday itself i'll go order a cake from Crystal Jade to celebrate her birthday. HAHA, im a good friend, eh! xD

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Lols, im back home from pool. Yep, went for pool with raymond and daniel after work. LOLS, it was packed everywhere. Yea. Its Valentines Day.

Lols, went to see joreen at taka square during my break, and we chatted for awhile. Then she said something like she saw alot of couples with roses, bouquets, baskets of stuff etc etc, and she said ya lor, wo chi cu. Haha, so i decided to get a rose for her at the flower shop at B1.

A single stalk of rose costs $8.50... Haha, a little diao, but nevermind. Hey, its a PINK rose, mind you. =.=

Different colours of roses have different meanings.
RED stands for love, passion
PINK stands for friendshop
BLACK stands for mysteriousness
WHITE stands for innocence
YELLOW stands for... she qing. You pervert (HAHAHA)

Well, i dont know the other meanings of the other colours.

Wanted to give it to her in the middle of taka square, so that she will paiseh, but when i got there she was gone.

-.- She went for her break. =.=

Called her up and she was in the staff canteen. Thought there'ss be lots of people there, but in the end it was almost mo one.

Wahlao, no fun. :( T.T

LOLS, so i just passed it to her lor, she a little paiseh la. Then she joked, saying her wish had been fufilled. HAHA.

Valentines, the day of fun yet still so sorrow

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Happy Valentines Day to all!!!

Darn im late.. =.=

Haha, to those who have their loved ones, celebrate valentines with your partner and cerish every moment, because every moment's precious. To those who dont have yet, dont fret, you'll find yours in time, its only a matter of time. xD

But what i preach, i dont practice
It doesn't apply to me

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Lols, im supposed to off from tursday to sunday, for 4 days. But erjie last minute got an mc cuz she got bitten by some kind of bug/worn and her thigh got swollen... Eww.

Yep, so when i got up i 12.45, i saw the missed calls and the message she sent me, so i called her back. In the end, i went to work at 2pm... Haix. im tired, but i dont mind it since im helping erjie.

Rawr, so my 4 days of off is cut to only 2 days...

Yep, ejie's also off tomorrow cuz she got 2 days mc... Haix, looks like im working on valentines, not that i have a date or any friends to go out with... Haix... The solemness and the sadness...

Yea, its not that i dont want to go out, its that there's practically no one i can go out with. Feel like messaging her happy valentines or something, but, for get it. She would most probably won't want me to be messaging er anyway. She'll be waiting for someone else, and its just not me...


Im counting down myself to another sad, boring, solemn, lonely valentines...

LOLS... Just got back home from erjie's house... PLayed mahjong there with erjie, raymond, jickson and erjie's husband...

Yawn... Sleepy....

Won $14 because of the last game where i won $19.20... Yep, without that game i would have lost around 5 bucks... Its was a full 5 tai, and i got the last tile myself, zi muo. Phew, heng sia.. All the way i was losing money, and i only aimed to recoup my losses...

But cab fare about $19 cuz the uncle pressed on the bill when raymond got out, when im still continuing onto yishun. Dammit, lost $4-5 for nothing, and that uncle earned that amount for free. =.=

Yawnz... Going to sleep now... Zzz..............................

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Hahas, went to meet Charmaine up today! Actually wanted to watch Bride Wars with her, cuz i promised her before, but amk hub doesnt have that movie anymore, and she cant go far, so we went down to the cinema at amk hub anyways to see what movie to watch.

Yep, and she was wearing yellow! xD

So in th end, we watched The Wedding Game. Lols, didnt realise it, but Fann Wong is quite pretty, but i guess its because she doesnt look so thin on the screens than in reality...

Haha, quite a decent show, actually. Lols. A little funny bits here and there, in the end the male lead and female lead fell in love. Haha, typical.

By the time the movie ended, we were freezing, so we went out of hub to walk around. Also owed Charmaine a meal, so when we were near Jubilee we decided to eat at the jap restaurant there. For got what its called, is it Ajisen...? I have no idea... Hahas

I got myself a teriyaki beef with sashimi and mayo egg balls bento, while Charmaine ate a bowl of...Scallops ramen, i think. =D

Haha, so i treated her to the meal, and while eating we chatted for alot of things. Really, i think she's stepped into the small circle of good friends i have. xD YAY!

Haha, so we walked around a little, and she went to buy baby powder before going home. Of cause, i sent her home. DUH. Thats the most basic thing a guy should do for a girl, no matter is it a friend or a girlfriend.

But she needed to fetch her younger brother home, so we sat at the playground and waited until it was time to fetch him home.

Crikey, if all 5 year-olds are like that, im so going to marry asap. Haha, just a thought

I mean, wow, her brother seems especially bright for a 5 year-old. Lets not forget the cute factor and innocence which resonates around children. That boy is just to lovable.

Haha, so i sent both of them back home, not before playing with Bryan (yea, thats Charmaine's brother's name). HAHAHA

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Okay... Now im officially in Singapore poly, taking Information Communications Technology. Darn, on second thoughts i should've put nyp couses... -.-

Oh yea, went to erjie's house for mahjong again.. xD Yep, this time played with jickson and raymond. Hahaha. Won $4 only.. Haha, cant even cover my cab fees. Awwww....


Haix, now there's segregation at the workplace... But today, it wasnt so bad. Suddenly ivan n auntie alice started talking to the other people. Tes, chit-chatting with other people. When sanjie wan transferred, by the office's decision, they were, like, so mad at the people there, especially us, the Goldlion people. Wtf, like its our fault la, people there complain erjie also put in alot of good words for sanjie what... Wtf he get so mad for what...

Either there're faking it, there're afraid for their job or afraid of getting complained and transferred or its just their new gameplan. Dammit, i hate people who play mindgames for this puny purpose...


People can be so insensitive and petty sometimes. And i hate that, all the hypocrisy, all the smiles when what's hidden behind it is a dagger ready to strike when you least expected; when your unguarded.

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Heyhey..! Business isnt good these days... Sales wasnt good... Haix, and my pay is commission-based.. After Christmas and the New year, business will drop drastically, so right now im practically eating grass. -.-
Yea, and im working till poly term starts, so my pay will be quite screwed nowadays...

Haha, planned to play pool with Raymond, Dannel and Si An after work, but something cropped up... SOmething happened to Charmaine, and i was worried about her. So i had actually wanted to forgo the game, but when i called her she was in a cab going somewhere, so she told me it was ok.

So i went to play pool with them. Was fun, eh. Won the first round teamed with dannel, and lost the second one teamed with Si An, but we put up a good fight, and had actually won if not for Si An who forgot to say which hole he's going to hit the black ball.. Argh.. =.=

Went back home after the 2 rounds, which lasted about 30 minutes, and costs $3.30. Yea, thats lame. Hahaha

On the way back Si An commented saying im not going to meet my friend ah, as its still early. So i got the idea to go find Charmaine. Met her at the viod deck of her house, and chatted a little. Yep, im worried for a friend, can.

So, she can be considered to be my... 4th good friend i know to know alot more about me than others, but she's the 3rd current friend, as, hey, you know what happened to the actual 3rd good friend... haix.

Going to bed. Have to start jogging... Too many sleepless nights, so im too lazy to even wake up for a run..
Have to remember. Have to sleep early.

Nights! =D

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Haha, went to the class gathering today. Or yesterday actually... Darn it i have to try and blog before the nights are over... =(

LOLS, woke up at 10.26 today, and i freaking thought i was late. Supposed to meet at 11am at amk mrt station. Awww

Suprisingly, i was the first to arrive. Then jiachern came but didnt see me, so i went out to meet him.
In total, 16 people went to the gathering. 14 were at the mrt, 1 was late and 1 dropped by to say hi and left. =(

Yep, so the people who went are...:
Mingyan-ME
Jiachern
Arun
Rakesh
Jessica
Mandy
Yijuan
Jieqi
Jaemeng
Benjamin
Jeremy
Jinhan
Fengrong
Dannel
Zigui- LATE
Shiyuan- dropped by

HAHA, we stood in a big circle in the mrt trying to decide what to eat... Finally decided to have unch at Pizza Hut. Lols, i dont have much good memories there, all the eating-not-more-than-2-pieces-of-pizza-and-going-hungry and im always the last to be served. Rawr.

Yep, ordered 4 set meals, one meal is enough for 4 people... SO we just sat there chatting waiting for the food.. Jieqi's still so quiet, jinhan too is quiet and only whispers to benjamin who sits beside her, dannel is stil friendly as ever but his voice's all weird- he claims its because of all the cheering, and jiachern's still as random and lame as ever. Or even more. HAhaha.

Zigui came awhile after that and sat down do dine, but shiyuan came and said she was around the area so she dropped by. Awww, too bad. She looks taller, and she's... thin. Yea, worried... O.o

So all in all, the bill came up to... lemme see... wtf i lost the recipe. =.=
Its about $234.45 in all, and each one of them, seeing the amount was so much and felt guilty (heh! hahaha), so each gave $10, in all $140.
So $234.45-$140= $94.45
Yea. its suppose to be about $49.80 each, so around $199.20 altogether. Apparetly the GST and service charge amounts to more than $30. OUCH
Yep, so i paid the rest, Double OUCH. Haha, but i dont mind, i think... I already said i was going to pay for it in the first place... =X

But there were some pizzas left, 6 slices left. So they pushed it to me as i paid the most. =.=
Decided to bring it to taka and give anyone eating at that time. Lols

But apparently all of them followed me to taka. Yea, funny how big a group we make up, like tourists visiting singapore. Haha. Have to leave without much of a gooodbye when we reach taka, as it was already 2pm and dajie's wating for me bafore she can go for her break.

So long, 6B! Hope we can have another gathering! And also hope more people goes! xD
Although we may need another sponsor then to intise all of us to meet, thanks jc for reminding me that... -.-

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LOLS, went for a movie after work with ray, and watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. Yea, thats a REALLY cool movie, with all the fights, killings, bloodshed and gore. O.o am i such a sadist? Hahaha

Yep, we were bored and wanted to catch a movie, and apparently we cant get anyone else to come. Hey, its 11pm show. Who the hell would go for a movie at such a short notice and so late...?! Zzz...

Yawn.. Nights all... Have to sleep, eh... To many sleepsless nights... not enough sleep... ah... nights...

ZZZ

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...

Ha. Hahaha... Im appealing for poly couse.. Yep, thats what im gonna do.

Wtf, where is the Information Technology for NP gone...? I coulda sworn i saw it there on when i went and check the courses available for me to appeal... Dammit where has it gone?

Chossing between NP or SP's IT course... Because i want to go into the business option it offers... Darn, now im forced to put SP's IT as first choice, even though it has a better diploma but i prefer NP's couse as the business option couse structure is better... Between a better diploma or a better couse structure, i think i rather choose the latter.....

Oh yea, did i mention i contacted some people from m primary 6 classmates? Hahaha, we havent met up for a long time now... Somehow, i missed 6B, maybe cuz its the year everyone's still naive and innocent...

Yea, but JC started school, so its gonna be hard to meet up... Oh, yea, i said lunch will be my treat on the gathering, which is this sat, and jiachern somehow blow it up and told everyone he could get hold of, yea, and it just... Went out of hand.. Haha, if the whole class's coming for the gathering, or at least almost all because i said i was treating. do i get a prize or plaque or something...? Like "honarary member of 6B" or something like that.. Haha, that'll be nice.. =D

Darn, there's gonna be a blackhole in my pocket. Haha xD

LoneWolf...
...alone in the dark...