Saturday, January 17, 2009
Haha, now there's a new part-timer at the Goldlion casual wear (ok, she's been there for, like, 6 days or so...?), her name's Charmaine. Cool, she's more mature than the general population of 92's from my point of view, hahaha.
We get along well, yea. She talked about some personal things, and i did too. LOLS. Seriously, this is strictly a GOOD FRIEND. Not everyone whom i tell my personal feelings and problems are girls whom i like. =.=
Yea, went for supper with her after work a few times, at amk central, S-11.. Then walked her home before going home myself, as hell she stays so near amk central, and i can just walk to yck mrt from there. So im already there, why not send her home. Its not really safe for a girl to walk along so late. xD
Well, it seems more clear now that im not the only one with problems. Every family have their own problems, it just depends on how serious things become, sooner or later. Im starting to see things in a new light since starting work, i guess im maturing...? =D
Funny thing though, im back in my "sian" mode, but im not so negative now, sometimes. Damn, having to deal with all this is really, really tough.
Oh yea, and i got my salary xD when i updated my bankbook. $****.** Yea, i was surprised at the amount. Didnt really thought i'll see this amount =D Woots.
Do i still think about her? Why is the memory of her etched in my heart, even thought it was just a short meeting? My heart's heavy, and its a burden to walk around putting on a mask. Im tired, seriously, im damn tired. Why must i be the type of guy whose so faithful, even though it will never work out? Haix, regrets, regrets...
