Thursday, February 26, 2009
DAMMIT!!!!
Why cant things just ever go my way...? Things never seems to go according to plan, especially to MY plan.
Well, although pack-up was tiring, exhausting and very sweaty (yea), its was still fun as, hey, its been a lon time since i had any physical exhaustion, and that felt good.........
OK, thats not the point. The point is that i didnt manage to give charmaine the present.
WTF!!!!!!!!!
And i hate myself for that. Yea, i dont really like giving belated presents, especially one which i have already planned to give her on that day and didnt manage to get to.
DAMN
I should've met her in the morning and gave it to her.
I should've given it to her during work.
I should've meet up with her for lunch and give it to her although there's many people there.
I should've told her to wait for me while i throw the damn cartons away
I should've just GIVEN IT TO HER.
AND i should'nt have given a damn what the freaking raymond will say.
Dammit, i hate how things never go my way, even a small plan like this gets screwed up pretty badly.
Im pissed already, so dont go around spreading i like charmaine or not, eh.
Yea, i do like her, but not in a bf-gf way. Its just a good friend thing, so dont even think of exaggerating things. Please, dont piss me off even further. I dont know what i'll do next, cuz im pretty much have enough of it, all thanks to raymond's ji siao and whining.
