Sunday, March 29, 2009
Watched She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan till approximately 6am just now.
Finished 28 episodes le. xD
Suddenly, i realise how inadequete, how unsuitable i am to live in this world...
In this world, there is so much hypocrisy, so much deception, so much competition, so much unlovingness. In this world, there is no loyalty, no faithfulness, no love.
This is how i am not suited to live in this world.
How i put great importance on loyalty, on friendships, on love. How i am prepared to sacrifice everything for the ones i cherish.
How unimportant this is in this world.
How i think i rather be living in the past, where amongst deception and backstabbings there is still some, if not none, significance in friendship, brotherhood, loyalty, love. How these can actually mean something when it does not count as anything in the world im living in.
Yea, people say in tian zhen, im naive. How silly i am to give up so much for just a friend. How people in this world will not thank you for your help but turn back to take advantage.
How i am lost, in the midst of all the deceptions and hypocrisy.
Lost, and alone.
